The death of a moon cowboy

I am a somewhat-youth with ideas and thoughts and too many dreams that sometimes overflow as these little dribblings from my fingertips. I guess you can try to collect and capture them.


Friday, April 25, 2008

Same

Then, a decade ago,
I was doing these same things.

The bike was different,
a battered Raleigh road bike,
once-white, salvaged from a
basement junk heap. Its tires
blew out frequently.

The streets were the same--no,
different: fewer people, fewer lights
and less construction. Sections of sidewalk
all askew like shrapnel.

I lived a few blocks away.
A condo they called it (they still do),
though its plain walls and
shag carpet told a different story.

These timeless smells--
they still arise from everywhere, everything--
woodsmoke like late Placerville fall,
laundry detergent like the streets of Mazatlan;
the ripening spring air tastes of mulched leaves
and prepubescent lawns.

Funny how we can end up in these same places,
with so little changed--
really,
even though
that life
has gone, and
a new one
is in its place.

4 comments:

Amy Beatty said...

Same but different. I feel that way all the time. It's fun, it makes you think about whats different, not just around you but how much you have changed also- but yet you are also still the same person. Maybe just a new improved version.

heather said...

i like this, and what amy said too...there is a sense of destruction and renewal that is timeless and borderless, your words capture that perfectly.

Susan said...

I can't believe it's been a decade, ten years. Don't the years just fly by. It seems like yesterday to me when we drove you to BYU in the van with Joey being so little. Wow. It was hard for us to say goodbye and leave you there so far from home. Joey has a picture in a wallet from when he was ten years old that says "The day we left him" and it's a picture of you. Now look at you with a beautiful family and a home and such a strong wonderful man! I love your poetry. Love you honey, Mom

Joseph Beatty said...

yes, just one simple reason to worship the life we are so graciously allowed to live, for these feelings we get forever when we walk familiar land, streets and countryside, fields and bridges and alleyways. so rad, lets do a poetry book/