The death of a moon cowboy

I am a somewhat-youth with ideas and thoughts and too many dreams that sometimes overflow as these little dribblings from my fingertips. I guess you can try to collect and capture them.


Thursday, March 04, 2010

The west valley

Watched an airliner cut through fog
over the west valley.
Children play nextdoor
near the parking lot,
shrieking in their
loose-fitting uniforms, ties untightened and
rolledup unbuttoned sleeves.
They jump about their small asphalt schoolyard,
cold chainlink fences enclosing
squat brick buildings.

The bald youth at the front desk
buzzes me in, and I wait and then make
my way to geometrically set chairs
and halfwalls in a back corner.
I sit and stare, speaking acronyms
and cryptic jargon, proving my worth first
with words alone.

Midday, past the parking lot children roam
the broken sidewalks,
clutching their stacked books and hunched over,
edging to and from this industrial-block private school
through mixed-zoning--
the Latino market complex and 7-11,
rows of dilapidated apartments, their
rotted front lawns littered with faded plastic toys.
We park near an old factory and eat Thai.

The mixed blazes of
neon brakes and blinding headlights mingle
like stars twinkling through the atmosphere,
like twin lanes of peppermint red-on-white
or a barbershop pole churning
in endless monotony,
screaming racetrack traffic across the freeway--
is it such an enabling way of freedom,
wandering us home
under a foggedover full moon at night?
We clutch our notepads and thin computers,
ready to close another hazy day of
the same frantic, purposed nonsense.

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I recently started working up in West Valley City, a long drive, a true commute, next to the airport and its continuous takeoffs and landings, in areas and neighborhoods once completely foreign. There are many ordinary and strange things that transpire--it's just life; they're just kids and people going about their daily routines.

3 comments:

moonshinejunkyard said...

i like how language is rendered useless and what's really left is children playing, food, smells, scenes like scattered toys in empty lots, noises. the line about parking next to an old factory and eating thai food really stands out to me. it's such a strange juxtaposition of priveledged and not-so. and the juxtaposition also of the sounds of children laughing next to the freeway noise. it's beautiful. you really captured a feeling and the bleak ending is perfect.

mattbeatty said...

Thanks Heather. Yeah there's sensory overload here--everywhere!--for sure, whether good or bad.

I've had a few poems written for a couple months but just haven't been posting anything. Finally I'm on the ball! Thanks for the being the first responder, always--and for your great feedback.

Amy Beatty said...

So glad you finally posted something. I need to come visit you down there one day. Can't wait to see whats coming next!! xoxoxoxo